Life is looking different lately...i know everywhere in the world things are changing but i mean in my eyes life is changing and looking differently...growing up makes you look at things in certain ways you normally wouldn't look at them...i made the decision that im going to join the military, and you know what?? i think its the damn right decision. i usually dont write in journals or in blogs butlately alot has been on my mind and i think getting things out for me to look at will help me fully understand my decisions and maybe help me with feeling comfortable with these decisions.